sorry!
sorry for the late update guys!! lolz... think i have been lazy.. nah.. i was gone that long because i was busy with my A maths... finally completed it... so happy... 1st day of school was both boring and fun... boring as in i need to sit and listen to the boring orientation talk.. fun part is knowing my classmates.. lol.. they are really funny people!! second day was flag day.. while others are working hard to get donations... me and afew others were like.. slacking off?? omg.. hahaha! the third day was S.P.I.C.E training.. where we were suposed to be trained in using the school's website.. but ended up i made everyone panic about the prep maths.. as apparently not everyone did it!! lol! everyone was like rushing... i was like.. "er.. i took six days to complete 5lessons... where by everyone should have complete it in five weeks... and you guys are trying to do this in one day??" well... goodluck to those then.. lol... today is just a normal day.. got up late.. and played Gunbound.. i think im hooked on gunbound.. better not.. better quit while its early... haha...
maths.. maths.. more maths..
stressful day for me... whole day couped up infront of my computer learning maths... thank god the system can be used again... gone through lesson 2 today... 4more lessons to go... jia you!! haha... by the way i wana thank bu si(got spell wrongly?) for his testi and the encouragement... thanks alot man... really appreciated it... well think thats all for today...
i dreamt of her...
i dreamt of her in my sleep yesterday... i don't know why... maybe i really miss her alot... dreamt that i saw her again we were talking below her block... like how it used to be in the past.. if very dream is of her... i would never wana wake up... sign...
stupit prep maths...
stupit prep math's website won't let me learn maths today... so fustrating... 6 lessons i haven even completed one... damm stressed... will i get through poly? im beginning to have doubts about myself... how can i get back my confident? im totally in a lost... later chatted with yuhui on the msn... felt better... what to do.. have to buck up and really give it a good try the next day... really hope "ming tian hui gen hao"...
feeling tired...
wow... feeling so tired today... just brought a new cpu... got so many problems... ran back to the PC shop 3 times to get it fixed... thank god that my dad has a lorry... haha... but settled everything in the end... finally i can access to the prep maths... its really difficult man... so many things to learn... so little time... got to go to sleep now... already 1.30am... tired tired.... haiz... is this life? i hate it... i really hate it...
what am i without you...?
have been thinking alot everyday... thinking of those fond memories we had together... thinking what she really feels... thinking whether my wait is worth it... whether if she still have feelings for me... i know im being stupit and silly... but i just wana wait... to prove that she's worth it... i can only say... I believe...
