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hi guys.. im here again~! haha.. wow.. thats so "Leng"(cold).. lol.. well anyway im here to blog about the perfectly imperfect life of mine again~! lets see.. its 1am already.. think i'll just do a short entry..Today woke up at 9am(uber late!) and saw orh gi(mole in hokkien) sleeping in my living room(ask me why he is nicknamed orh gi if interested.. lol!).. my brother told me he needs to transfer songs to his MMC so he came our house and used our com.. after that my brother told me wee li had passed away yesterday at 1am(ironic issn't it? im blogging now at 1am too).. i had mixed feelings when i heard the bad news.. i felt its reali a pity.. for he is just 18 years old this year and he did not lived till his birthday this year(2mths later).. for a minute i had doubts in fate and god.. why let such a young boy die?? what have he done to deserve this?? is this fair?? but i know myself very well that everything happens for a reason.. maybe its bad karma ba.. haiz.. although i did felt sadness but its not overwelming as we are not reali close frens and we rarely talk to each other.. from my impression wee li is a veri quiet person who don't like to talk much.. strong and slient type i guess.. his funeral was a fast one.. in fact its over today.. it didn't even last a day.. as his parents is still alive according to chinese customs the funeral must be fast and his parents cannot "send" or should i say escort him to his final resting place.. actually wanted to skip school today and go to his funeral.. but.. I just didn't.. dammit.. i should have gone.. I heard that almost everybody cried during his funeral.. Which i believe i would too if i was there.. wee li's ashes is now at the taotist priest's place as according to chinese believe its not auspicious to pray kins that are younger then one is.. I believe his soul is taken good care of there..
Alrite.. thats the end of that.. Suddenly at this point i don't feel like blogging anymore.. sori for my crappy feelings.. i will continue with my day anyway..
After that i went to school dragging with me heavy feelings.. and as usual i was late again.. haa.. whats more.. its that stpua's lesson.. haha.. i call her the punctuality freak.. duno reali know why she is so obsessed with punctuality.. haha.. just as chunlong nicknamed hbtan as h**y b**h Tan.. I interpreted stpua as slu**y Pua.. haha.. it just flashed across my mind when she read out stpua(plz dun be an ass and report me for this.. i dun wana be fined or jailed.. this is a joke.. i repeat.. A JOKE!).. lol.. keke.. back to the topic.. when i stepped into the lecture hall that stpua actually calls my name using the mic in her hand and asked me to sit right infront.. -_- whats more.. a gal from class 03 i guess came in right after me(she too is asked to sit infront).. that stpua actually looked at us and asked "you two came together?" -_-''' everyone was like.. "hor~ hor~" darn embarrassed.. i responed by doing the international body language for "im innocent!" which is the raising of hand to head level and shaking head profusely(This whole international body language thingy is made up my me.. lol!).. haha.. then stpua asked me.. "I thought you promised me you'll come early everytime??" then just as im about to answer joel shot at her.. "cher.. he onli promised you he'll come early for practical lei.." haha.. then everyone burst out laughing.. thanks man joel.. nice one over there.. haa! after that i went to FC2 to eat mac while the others went to get their safety boots.. after eating i went to find them and get my pair too.. after which i met up with yunzhen,elaine and hweeting to the stadium to meet yongzhen, evelyn, rubina and nikki for their 2.4km running cum training cum slimming session.. haha.. before that i saw june, yvonne and wanwei(I duno whether i got the latter two correct.. LOL).. so i went over to ask june whether she wanted the soyamilk i promised to treat her since FC2 got(see~ i remember hor~).. but she uber full liao(next time ba).. then tat yvonne said i should call ***** sticky medic.. as she is always sticking to me(where got~! tsk tsk!).. then the three of them laughed so loudly la(I threw shaker fries at them for punishment.. lol!)
To yvonne: IM STILL GONA CALL YOU STICKY MEDIC~ muahahahahaha~!
after all that crazy stuff i went stadium with em.. upon reaching there i sweat like hell man.. so after awhile i took off my shirt and listen to MP3s on my HP while they went running.. i see them run i also bei tahan.. so i did some push ups and sit ups on my own.. haha.. after awhile eve and yunzhen came back with pain in their face.. cause of their old injuries.. after awhile the rest came back and we chatted among ourselfs.. after chatting awhile with yongzhen i felt that he was not reali the type of person i think he is in my mind.. now i feel i have a better understanding of him.. talking to him made me thought of this words.. though I don't reali remember what inspired it..
"Accept people for who they are.. do not attempt to change anyone.. for if one is changed.. one might lose the true and original "him" or "her" forever.."
haha.. hope you guys won't find it lame.. for i truely believe one's true and original self is very important.. its like an identity i guess.. ^_^ sori for sounding so old and naggy ya.. haha.. after that i went to the club house to put my stuff and head off to maths.. its was today that i realise my maths lecturer is the same lecturer talking loudly at the maths exam last sem.. how ironic can it be man.. kaoz.. gimme a break! but he seems like a good teacher la.. he promised to specially "look after" me so as to prevent me from failing again.. lets just hope its true ba.. haa..
Fact: ICY don't reali trust people
after maths i went back to club hse to collect my stuff before heading off to work.. i think i'll stop here ba.. if not peeps will start to say im contradicting.. say write short entry.. end up writing super long one.. lol.. but just wana say sori again for the saddness in this entry.. cause i myself feel peeps reading my blog should feel happy or amused.. not sad.. ^^ kekes.. i won't "niam" anymore.. bye~!
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